He arrived at a Urana property just seconds after John Heath, 58, shot himself after killing his estranged wife Renee Martin, 35.

“I remember going up to the house and seeing the person (on the ground) with a shotgun next to his head,” Constable Dickson said.

“I heard over the police radio that he had shot himself probably 30 seconds before we arrived.”

Sen-Sgt Andrew Robertson and Sen-Constable Matthew Smith were the first to arrive at the property on December 22, 2011.

Police arrived at the farm after calls from a relative concerned about Ms Martin, who had sent a message to relatives moments before the shooting.

That day will forever be embedded in the minds of the three men.

“We were trying to negotiate with (the man) and unfortunately those negotiations broke down and it wasn’t the result we were looking for,” Sen-Sgt Robertson said.

“That day is a stand-out for all the wrong reasons.

“It’s certainly something I will never forget.”

Sen-Sgt Robertson, Sen-Constable Smith and Constable Dickson were yesterday presented with a certificate of commendation for their brave conduct displayed in the face of grave personal danger.

They were among 45 police officers recognised for bravery, diligence and long service, at an Albury Local Command Area ceremony in Albury.

Albury’s Supt Beth Stirton said it was important to recognise police officers.

“Each and every day they put their lives on the line to protect and serve the community,” she said.

“It’s also important we recognise the families of members as well.”